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Wednesday, July 07, 2004

NEW XANGA! Go to http://www.xanga.com/darkcrescentmoon


Sunday, June 20, 2004

Hey! Doesn’t this song sound like something Menard would say to us (( meaning the 7th grade class a.k.a. new 8th graders?))?

 

Who knows?

By: Avril Lavigne

Why do you look so familiar?

I could swear that I have seen your face before

I think I like that you seem so sincere

I think I’d like to get to know you a little bit more

I think there’s something more

Life’s worth living for

Who knows what could happen?

Do what you do

Just keep on laughing

One thing’s true

There’s always a brand new day

I’m gonna live today like it’s my last day…

How do you always have an opinion?

And how do you always find the best way to compromise?

We don’t need to have a reason

We don’t need anything we’re just wasting time

I think there’s something more

Life’s worth living for

Who knows what could happen?

Do what you do

Just keep on laughing

One thing’s true

There’s always a brand new day

I’m gonna live today like it’s my last day…

I think there’s something more

Life’s worth living for

Who knows what could happen?

Do what you do

Just keep on laughing

One thing’s true

There’s always a brand new day

I’m gonna live today like it’s my last day…

Find yourself

‘Cause I cant find you

Be yourself

Who are you?

I think there’s something more

Life’s worth living for

Who knows what could happen?

Do what you do

Just keep on laughing

One thing’s true

There’s always a brand new day

I’m gonna live today like it’s my last day…

So you go out and make it happen

Do what you do and keep on laughing

I’m telling you there’s a brand new day

I think there’s something more

Life’s worth living for

Who knows what could happen?

Do what you do

Just keep on laughing

One thing’s true

There’s always a brand new day

I’m gonna live today like it’s my last day…

Aha! Anyway! Here’s another song for no apparent reason!

 

Take me away

By: Avril Lavigne

I cannot find a way to describe it

It’s there inside

All I do is hide

I wish that it would just go away

What would you do, you do if you knew?

What would you do?

All the pain I thought I knew

All the thoughts lead back to you

Back to what was never said

Back and forth inside my head

I can’t handle this confusion

I’m unable. Come and take me away

I feel like I am alone

All by myself I need to get around this

My words are cold

I don’t want them to hurt you

If I show you, I don’t think you’d understand
cause no one understands

All the pain I thought I knew

All the thoughts lead back to you

Back to what was never said

Back and forth inside my head

I can’t handle this confusion

I’m unable. Come and take me away

I’m going nowhere on and on and..

I’m getting nowhere on and on and..

I’m going nowhere on and off and on off and on and off and on

All the pain I thought I knew

All the thoughts lead back to you

Back to what was never said

Back and forth inside my head

I can’t handle this confusion

I’m unable. Come and take me away

Take me away. Break me away. Take me away

That song… It hit home to me, ya? Love that song! WANT IT ON MY XANGA SITE!! I want a whole bunch of Avril’s song on my site...GASP! She’s got good music this time. Hahaha!! I’m gonna post up a lot of her lyrics.. Cause they hit home to me a lot…like theses songs:

Take me away

He wasn’t

How does it feel?

My Happy Ending

Nobody’s home

Forgotten

Who Knows?

Slipped Away

 

 

Each day, I’ll post the lyrics to the song in that order. Like today’s was take me away…Yeah!

 

Anywho..SUREVY!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I AM: Aimee the Strange
I KNOW: how to count to this many **holds up 7 fingers**
I WANT: many things.
I HAVE: stuff.
I WISH: to get my future dreams accomplished
I HATE: the things my folk’s do/ tell me what to do.
I MISS: all my friends…
I FEAR: death. I’m also claustrophobic
I HEAR: the TV about Aol..stupid…
I SEARCH: for answers about things I wonder about!
I WONDER: about life, death, and why chocolate is so good. No seriously..i do wonder about that.
I REGRET: a lot of things I do
I LOVE: CHOCOLATE
I ACHE: in my heart…
I CARE: about my friends!
I ALWAYS: seem to get my folks angry at me…
I AM NOT: Asian…
I DANCE: ...I can’t dance... -_-I’m Caucasian. Let me out on the dance floor and someone is bound to get hurt
I SING: along with the music.
I CRY: all the time. I cried last night.
I DO NOT ALWAYS: wake up…
I FIGHT: when I need to.
I WRITE: dark poetry.
I WIN: Awards
I LOSE: my personal things…like my fishnet arm warmer…
I CONFUSE: a heck of a lot of people
I LISTEN: to ROCK ONLY
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: IN MY ROOM, CRYING
I NEED: advice on things. YUNA! CHRISTINE! NEIL! WHERE ARE YOU WHE I NEED YOU???!!
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: seeing friends
I SHOULD: conserve my money...


x. Father thinks i am: Goth…whenever he sees me, he always says," How’s it going Goth girl? World on your side today? So negative..so young.."
x. Mother thinks i am: I dunno..I dunno what goes on in her head. I don’t wanna find out either
x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks i am: no one wants me as their girlfriend…. SO PATHETIC! WELL..MAYBE SOMEONE DOES…they just don’t wanna admit it maybe..
x. Three things you are often complimented for: "Nice necklace"., "Nice arm warmers." "Thanks for the advice! You really helped me out there!"
x. A compliment you got that made you blush: I dunno...but I blush about a lot of things…haha! Only some people know about that.
x. You get embarrassed when: Answering personal questions... doctors.
x. Makes you happy: When I'm in a good mood and someone makes me laugh
x. upsets you: uhmm..things that go on in my house..like yelling…

yes or no...
x. you keep a diary: No. used too
x. you like to cook: I’m a bad cook
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: Yep/
x. you're in love: no..wait..maybe…I dunno…there’s a lot of things I don’t know
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: no..if I do, I do it accidentally.
x. You bite your fingernails: Nope…well…sometimes when I’m bored. I try not to though
x. you believe in love :Let’s just say it exists..


Who is...?
the prettiest male you know: males are pretty? You serious?
the prettiest female you know: I try not to look at girls that way

The weirdest person you know: me and my cousin sammi!haha! hi sammi! She’s at my house right now
Where do you think you get that weird-ness from? It came from mt. Wannahaggallugi! The highest mountain on Planet Weird!
the Loudest Person you Know: Clarissa has got to be the loudest

the Sexiest Person you Know: uhm..uhm..uhm….

Your closest friends: Jenny, Megan, Christine, Jackie, Neil, Victor, Dylan, Yuna, and Jason
the Person that Knows the Most about you: my Parents and my friends!
your Crush? Does that mean I have one? O.o
Most Boring Teacher: DUFFY!!

What is...?
your most overused phrase on IM: XD!!
the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning: "Why am I crying?."
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: uhmm….don’t make me think about those things **blush**hhahaha! Just gave away why I blush…,..
your best feature: ionno..i guess my eyes cause the change colour..
your greatest accomplishment: my smartness I guess.. I is so smart and I is a gud wrighter

Do You...?
have a(any) crush(es)? Uhm..uhm..uhm…
think you know when you've been in love: yeah..it’ll eventually hit me
want to get married: It’d be nice
Believe in yourself: No
have any tattoos/where?: no! why would I wanna brand myself?
piercings/where?: Just my ears...
get motion sickness: when I read in the car
think you're a health freak?: yes…it’s because I am a vegetarian
get along with your parents: ugh…no…we do have our "bright" moments though
like thunderstorms: heck ya

Your Future: be happy for once, get married, adopt a kid (( I don’t like the sound of childbirth. Wouldn’t it hurt? And Murray got me scared about sex…so..yeah..)) Be an actress.
Age you hope to be married? Anywhere between 26-37
Number and Names of Children: 1.
Boy: drake
Girls: Aimee
Where do you see yourself at age 20?: in college sipping a Starbucks coffee studying for an English exam at Yale while it’s raining…haha!

Describe your Dream Wedding: Romantic with a moonlit setting.... or...err... sunset setting. Huge Cathedral and extremely expensive and fancy restaurant …but…that will never happen…
What do you want to be when you grow up?: \actress or lawyer
Which country would you most like to visit?: England, Japan, Ireland, France, and yes! Australia! ^^

3 Things You Like About Your Personality:
1. Smartness

2. People come to me a lot for advice

3. I guess I’m nice

3 Things You Wish You Could Change About Your Personality:
1. Rudeness
2. Anger
3. Lazy

SCREEN NAMES: mylostimmortal91, irishkittie91, amythestrange13
SIGN: Leo!!
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: Brown
EYE COLOR: hazel
BIRTHPLACE: Not telling

(FAVORITES)
NUMBER: 13
COLOR: black, black., black, more black, red
DAY: Friday the 13
MONTH: OCTOBER
SONG: I have lots
FOOD: anything Italian..or cheesecake or BAKLAVA! OMG! Baklava is like the best thing in the world beside cheesecake!
SEASON: winter
SPORT: hockey
DRINK: water, rooter floats, and cherry coke
VEGGIE: Potato and Salad
TV SHOW: Comedy shows
RADIO STATION: 106.7 KROQ
STORE: I love target, pacsun, and HOT TOPIC…
WORD: commonknowledge!
ANIMAL: KITTIES! AND PANDAS! They are so cute!!! ^__^
FLOWER: orchids..black orchids! But when I went to hawaii, there were some orchids that smelled like chcolate! I’M NOT KIDDING!

( OTHER )
ARE YOU A LEFTY OR A RIGHTY? Righty
WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL PREFERENCE? No preference
DO YOU HAVE GLASSES OR BRACES? Glasses now..but I only wear them for murray’s class

( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? Cuddle. Because I haven’t kissed anyone yet **cried**
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE ? OoOoOo! CHOCOLATE!
WOULD YOU WANT TO MARRY YOUR BEST FRIEND, OR THE PERFECT LOVER? That;s hard…because i always believed that friends first…so..yeah…ionno about that one

MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? DARK!!!!
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? Chocolate!

( MISC. QUESTIONS )
DO YOU LIKE TO TALK ON THE PHONE? No
DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE? NO
WHAT ARE YOUR INITIALS? M.M..OR A.T.S

( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU... )
CRIED? yes
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? No
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? No
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? Yeah!
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? No
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? No
TALKED TO AN EX? No
MISSED AN EX? No
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? No
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yeah
MISSED SOMEONE? yeah
HUGGED SOMEONE? yeah
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? yeah
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? No

( DO YOU.... )
WEAR EYE SHADOW?only gray
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR FLOOR/CARPET IN YOUR ROOM? Tan…BORING
HOW DID YOU SPEND LAST SUMMER? Big bear, vegas, home, big bear, big bear, home

name 10 bands you listen to:
Evanescence
Good Charlotte
Simple Plan
Story of the year
Hoobastank
Linkin Park
Blink-182
Yellow Card

No Doubt

name 9 things you hate:
Hate
War
Violence
Rage
Pain
Labels
wannabe’s
Posers
My dad and mom sometimes
Rappers

Name 8 things you love or couldn't do without:
My.... Pillow XDD
Food
Friends
Computers XD
Video Games
Entertainment
CHOCOLATE
Sleep

name 7 people you could stand in your life or being friends with forever:
1. Jenny

2. Christine

3. Megan

4. Jason

5. Victor

6. Neil

7. Dylan

that’s in no particular order

name 6 movies you love:
Pirates if the Caribbean

Nightmare before x-mas

Mr. deeds

Spiderman

save the last dance

enter stage

name the last 5 places you've visited
Garage
Living Room
My Room
Resteraunt
Kitchen/Dinner table
Christine’s house
My Room

name last 4 things you've bought or spent money on:
Armwarmers

Necklace

M&m’s

Party money

name last 3 thoughts:
" huh?’

"what?"

"why’?"

last 2 things you've ate:
Squid..tentacles and all..it’s actually pretty good
Pasta

last person you've talked to on MSN:
DON’T HAVE MSN

OMG!~ I AM SO SORRY I HAVENT BEEN POSTING! IT’S JUST BEEN A VERY STRESSFUL/FUN WEEK FOR ME..

Ugh…fan fiction isn’t going so great..maybe I’ll quit it..maybe I wont..i do not know

 

Last words of the day: WHY ISNT THERE "BOY POWER?" I mean, everywhere you see," GIRL POWER!" ..why not boy power? O.o


Thursday, June 10, 2004

Ok! Sorry I haven't been updating! Writing a fan fiction can be very ...umm...hard! So, i have made it into two perspectives: Sora and Kairi.  To inform you that this is Kairi's perspective, you will see this symbol:before the fanfiction.  If it's sora perspective, you will see this symbol:before the fanfiction. with that said, I proudly present to you my new fanfiction....---------------------------------------------------

Crystal Hearts OF Tears- Chapter 1

 

 

 

"Kairi, remember what you’ve always told me before? I’m always with you too! No matter what happens!"

Kairi tossed in her bed, sweat pouring down her face, her red locks, now a bit longer, sticking out of places in her head. She was having one of those dreams again.

"I’ll come back for you…I promise…."

It had been a year…. And still...he still he had not come…

" I know you will!"

Kairi woke up in a startled…screaming those words like they were about to come out of her soul. She had said those words to Sora, her best friend, which disappeared after he sealed the door of darkness called Kingdom Hearts

He had said that he would return to her…back on the Destiny Islands.

The Destiny Islands…The place of children’s laughter of untold romances and mystery. That’s how Kairi saw the island anyway, but lately, Kairi, a young girl at the age of fifteen, felt that it didn’t seem as it was anymore. Two of her best friends, maybe even possibly the only family she had left, have both disappeared. Well, technically, they didn’t "disappear." The three of them were transported into different "worlds". Riku, who is now sixteen, was locked behind the door of darkness, that Sora, fifteen, sealed. Sora went on a journey with his new pals, Donald and Goofy, and left Kairi behind. She ended back on the Destiny Islands, where she moved to when she was fifteen

" No! Not again….," She said, "I hate these dreams! Sora! Riku! Why did you have to leave me here like this?"

She looked over at her pink digital alarm clock. It was 12:47 am.

She slowly rolled herself out of bed, exposing feet to the cold floor. She jumped back a bit, startled by the coldness. She searched around for her purple fuzzy slippers. She put them on slowly, one by one, and went into the bathroom.

She gazed upon her reflection. Red strands of hair were sticking up out of her head as if someone had rubbed a balloon on her head. Her eyes were still very red, and her face still had some sweat on it. As she gazed closer at herself, she noticed a couple new pimples forming around her nose. She shrieked, in a soft in horror. She then looked down at the pajamas she was wearing. It was a long purple nightshirt that went down to her knees, and black sweatpants that were still too big for her.

She picked up her flower-printed brush, and dragged the brush wearily through her hair. She was still very tired, only getting about an hour and a half of sleep until she had the haunting dream. She then went outside the bathroom and into her closet. She pulled out a jacket and put it on herself. After doing so that, she opened up her window. Cold air came rushing in, and Kairi just shivered.

"Why does it have to be cold tonight?" she wondered.

She was planing to sneak out of the house…for her own good. She thought she’d take a walk before dawn started. She wanted to think, dream, make believe, anything that she could to maybe make Sora or Riku a bit closer to her.

She jumped out of her window and landed hard on her bottom. Hot tears came pouring out of her eyes. She really hadn’t taken much consideration for the fact that the jump from her window to the ground was eleven feet. Kairi blinked and she saw paopu fruits swirling around her. She reached to grab one, but then stopped herself. No…you’re not a child anymore…You’re fifteen Kairi. She thought to herself. Besides, you wouldn’t have anyone to share it with anyway…so why bother? She stumbled back up, though she was in pain. She decided to head for the boardwalk, where her only female companion, Selphie, usually reside. Problem was that the boardwalk was one the secret island where the children usually played. Kairi, Sora, and Riku had many happy, good memories there. Riku would duel Sora to fight over Kairi’s attention. Kairi would referee them, or go swimming in the ocean.

She rowed her boat to the secret island. Her arms were very tired. She was not very strong, yet very delicate. But she never did show it. She wanted everyone to think she was strong, capable of doing things on her own. Kairi walked over to the boardwalk and sat down. The island was very dark, for it was early morning. Kairi then looked to her left, and saw the marvelous waterfall that cascaded down the cove.

Suddenly, she noticed a small grassy, bushy opening right behind the waterfall. Has that been there all this time? She wondered. I wonder what’s inside..

She jumped off the boardwalk and walked toward the waterfall. She waded in the pool of what seemed like crystal clear water. She went behind the waterfall and pulled some weeds that blocked the entrance to the unknown place.

"There’s a secret passage? Wow…" She said.

She then suddenly felt strange warmth as she got closer and closer to the end of the passage. It was a good warmth, like how you feel when looking at an old picture book. Amazed, she glanced up, looked around and said,

"Oh my gosh…This is the Secret Place…"


Friday, June 04, 2004

Currently Playing
Page Avenue
By Story of the Year
see related
- Anthem of our dying day

Here is my new favorite song. I have it up currently on my xanga!! and I will have it up for a while..

The Anthem OF Our Dying Day

By: Story of the year

 

The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were hear
I swear I wont miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying!!!

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
And you gasp for air tonight!!

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Our dying day
Of our dying!!!

Such a cool song! I have a new band obsession! I got their new CD today too…They have some dark songs….COOL!!

 

Anywho…here is what we did today!!!

[ X ] : English/ History: We have a new project to do! We’re making a personality house out of pencil boxes. You know the ones that are cardboard? Yeah…mine has KH pictures! It’s red, black, and one side has red and black checker squares on them!! I need to add more pictures…like FFX pictures and Amy Lee pictures. But one side has to be about the future. Like what we wanna do when we grow up, what college we wanna go to, etc. I’m gonna have a picture of the YALE banner, a picture of Big Ben, and something about lawyers and actresses. I’m also gonna write slogans like," Tears are just words shed instead of spoken.." Anywho, my box is gonna look unique!!

[ X ]: Math/Health: Let’s just say we had a very informative health class….

SPRING DANCE!!! Now, it’s not an ordinary spring dance. I go to a K-8 school, (( M.S has their own building but its on elementary property)) All the grades plus teachers do a unique dance they have worked on and perform to the WHOLE school. Heres what some people did---

Pre-K: Skiddly dink!

Kindergarten: Wabba Gabba or something like that! I dunno!!!

1st grade: Little red caboose

2nd grade: The Patta Patta! Haha! That song is cool!

3rd grade: Hawaiian Roller Coaster Ride. From Lilo and Stitch

4th grade: Something from the film grease..i forgot

5th grade: Jitterbug

M.S!: THE CHA-CHA SLIDE!!! OMG IT WAS SO FUN!!!! People were saying it was the best dance performed…so proud!!

Teachers: Some weird cha cha or something….Menard and Braudo kept on messing up. It was so hilarious.

Anywho, since I am white, I burn easily. NOT A GOOD THING FOR BEING OUTSIDE FOR 1.5 HOURS. I got burned on my neck and my face…wahhh!! I’m gonna develop skin cancer!

AFTER SCHOOL: I got two pairs of new glasses…I really like ‘em. Ones sliver and the other is black! So cool! And I went to Target, and I bought STORY OF THE YEAR and a snow boarding game for my lovely PS2. Haha

 

I have decided I am gonna write the fanfiction. I will have 1st chapter up by tommrow.


Thursday, June 03, 2004

When Life brings you Down, write

I like that quote! I dunno who said it…but I like it!

I’m also puzzling over if I should write a KH fan fiction like I did earlier in the year…I think I just might.

I like writing things from Kairi’s perspective. Probably because she didn’t really have a huge role in KH, though she was a main character. And it’s also fun because she’s a girl and I’m a girl, so it makes things a lot easier. But then, I like to try and pretend what goes on in the male mind of things….

Ok! If I do write a fan fiction, it’s gonna be about Kairi earning her own Keyblade. It’s also gonna be about some things I heard about KH. It’s probably gonna be a romance, horror ((maybe)), but definitely action/thrill. I’ve never done actual/thrill, so it’s gonna be fun yet challenging. Just the way I like things! I’ll decide by Sunday if I want to do it. So, you guys better read it! My only friend that read my last fan fiction was Jenny ((Kairi)) . Read it! If I do it, it’s gonna be good!!

I also have to write an essay about the Death Penalty…ah…I’ll I have to do is just type it out and it’ll be done!! Yae for Amy The Strange! Haha



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